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tovalzky — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 15:07:43 +0000

Where ever you run away. Where ever you hide away.

When ever you shed your tears. When ever time is pushing you to the wall.

What ever happen in your life. What ever happen to this world.

It’s so beautiful to come home.

Worried About Next…

tovalzky — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 11:16:59 +0000

Why must I carry this heavy burden? Is it my fault? Or should people just give away their responsibility to another person who can response the situation. Why can they just become more responsive, even there are no trigger to be explosive? Or should I be the one who explode the unbearable sins for another’s sake?

What about myself?

Can I think for myself for just a second?

Problems

tovalzky — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 08:08:27 +0000

Problems never want to leave from my side. When one hasn’t gone yet, one comes by to disturb the system. Holy Ghost, so afraid to face them. So afraid for the consequences. Ready to close my eyes. Ready to receive the judgements from others.

Oh, God.. I’m too tired for this shit.

Selfish

tovalzky — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 15:12:56 +0000

When you cry inside,

Silently begging for a chance to speak,

Someone put you in the middle of nowhere,

Try to remote you,

He never realize,

That he needs you more than you need him,

Forgiveness is something that you shouldn’t give,

But still..

With the love you got,

You forgive the unforgiven…

Sorry for everything that he has done to you.

Dead Memories

tovalzky — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 03:16:25 +0000

Sitting in the dark, I can’t forget. Even now, I realize the time I’ll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can’t go back again. I can’t go back again…

But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to Commit And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head…

We were never alive, and we won’t be born again. But I’ll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.

You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don’t know where I belong…

We were never alive, and we won’t be born again. But I’ll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.

Dead Visions in your Name.

Dead Fingers in my Veins.

Dead Memories in my Heart..

Terhujam Namun Tersulam

tovalzky — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 03:12:39 +0000

ketika malaikat meniup terompet waktu..
mata tertutup terpejam sayu..
hati terluka tertusuk buluh..
mulut terdiam tertutup malu..
dagu terjatuh terduduk kelu..
badan tertidur terbujur kaku..

logika yang terus menerus berandai-andai..
terbang terlepas melewati horizon..
sambil terkepak sayap putih ternoda darah..
namun itu hanya mimpi belaka, bukan realita…

secercah cahaya menusuk awan kelam..
jatuh ke tanah gersang nan suram..
inikah tanda untuk hati yang karam..
yang masih hancur berusaha disulam..?

namun kembali, itu hanya fatamorgana penuh kebohongan..
kepingan yang hilang karena kehancuran..
telah kutemukan..
indah walau tertutup lumpur dan kotoran..

sangkakala telah terdiam..
aku tersadar, hatiku telah tersulam..
kepingan itu telah tertanam..
kini mataku bisa terpejam..

terima kasih, Tuhan

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